Saturday, July 4, 2009 2:28 AM

Look, Look inside of me.
Gaze into my cold, brown eyes,
there's not much left inside to see.
Look, Look inside my heart.
Pear into the shattered pieces.
Try to put together all that's torn apart.
People leaving, People Screaming,
Promises ain't no one keeping.
... and I can't fix it.
No.
I can't fix it.
Not alone.
Look, Look inside of yourself,
You were here now, once before.
You watched her walk away, not in Stealth
Look, Look into your advice,
what you say to me, choose words carefully.
And you'll see it as no surprise.
Holding Hands, Holding Hearts.
Holding on until they crumble apart.
... and you can't fix it.
No you couldn't fix it.
Not alone.
... And I realize that it seems like it should be easy... to let go of someone who's done you wrong.
But when once there were so many things that went right, it's hard to just walk out of his life.
Even if you realize he's not there. Holding on to the tiniest string of happy memories, until there's none, and all you need's a friend to pick you up.
Off of the ground.
Dust your knees,
Help you out.
That's where I am. Dreading the end. Of what felt so right.
But... I ... Was... Wrong... Again.


12:03 AM

See my life in all it's glory,
golden lining shine on through.
See me fight, now I'm weary,
Looking down and now I'm blue.

See me look at all the people.
Dodging looks now, here and there.
See me strum on my guitar,
Complacently, I am aware.

See me walk around this world,
I hang my head as I walk by.
See my sadness isn't mild.
And a tear drops from my eye.

See me Laugh at most in life.
Hiding away from all of you.
See me hide from my own strife.
And know what I am going through.

See me look into your eyes,
Know that I can see through you.
See me realize no surprise,
I didn't put much trust in you.

See me lose my path to safety,
Running hopelessly nowhere.
See me run into his arms,
and know that you have put me there.

See that I am now a changed one,
I've Run astray of all known dreams,
See that in a way I've come undone.
And you made that change in me.