Friday, June 5, 2009 ♥ 4:38 AM But you know your power
and you turn it on, like you've done it all before. You pull away just when you know that I need you more. And you're so laid back when you twist me and I crack There's a moment when distance is done - when we are one, when we are one. __________________________________ Oh dear god, what have I done? have I fallen in love with the wrong one? The one I kiss to say good night. The one with whom I often fight. Or is it he, that we just speak? Together forever, were we meant to be? The one I see upon a screen. The one who's voice sings me to sleep. Oh lord, please tell me if you can. Am I holding the hand of the right man? The one I feel comfortable to be around. Who turned my world upside down. what about he who's hands I feel? As if they were truly real? Touching his keyboard to say "hello." Talking for hours, I turn to jello. Oh father, do me a favor please. Is it he, that drops down to his knees? Praying that I might marry him. Maybe I'd be ready then. Or is it he that I know well? Is it he where my heart dwells? The one that I have yet to meet. Who makes me slightly more complete. I know you'd help me if you could. If you could say I know you would. But for now, I think I love them each. Seperately for different things. I love he who holds my hand at night, who walks with me and holds it tight. I love him more than I could say. For our relationship I pray. And he who types and sings to me, I love him as a friend you see. Indeed, He's a very decent friend, I'll pray to keep that in the end. _______________________________________________________ Oh silliness. felt like writing, stupid and awful things. don't take this too far out of context, it's just something that sort of came to me, and I felt I should write down. I'm not too thrilled about the out come. But eh, why not? = ] |
so this is me: "Cherish forever what makes you unique, ‘cause you're really a yawn if it goes." -Bette Midler. back in time. •May 7, 2009 •May 20, 2009 •May 21, 2009 •May 22, 2009 •May 25, 2009 •Jun 2, 2009 •Jun 5, 2009 •Jun 7, 2009 •Jun 9, 2009 •Jun 13, 2009 •Jun 20, 2009 •Jun 21, 2009 •Jun 23, 2009 •Jun 25, 2009 •Jul 4, 2009 •Jul 8, 2009 •Jul 10, 2009 •Aug 4, 2009 •Aug 16, 2009 •Aug 31, 2009 •Sep 5, 2009 •Sep 9, 2009 •Oct 26, 2009 •Nov 22, 2009 •Dec 15, 2009 •Jan 5, 2010 •Sep 29, 2010 •Jul 21, 2012 |